I have always wondered why we dream what we dream. Usually if you think back you were thinking about something that then caused you to dream that. You subconscious mind does that I guess. Like for instance about my surgery on my ear. I have ringing in my ear for over 20 years now (tinnitus) It was brought on by getting a cold. Doc said the cold virus attacked my nerve in my ear and killed it. I have never heard of this. But if you get   antibiotics  within 24 hours it will not effect the ear nerves. When it first started I could not even listen to the car radio. It sounded like I had broken speakers. So I had to listen to talk radio which wasn't so bad as far as the sound goes. It took 3 courses of antibiotics to get my hearing back to where I could listen to music without the distortion. As of right now I would say I have about 10% of my hearing left in my left ear with the constant ringing day and night. 

As of 2 days ago I just started a new medicine from online the guarantees it will stop the ringing. I will give the meds 30 days and see. 2 capsules (horse pills) a day in the morning. lol 

 

 These post are mainly me writing down my dreams.  Something I have always wanted to do but never did. They have always been weird. I remember back in the days of black in white TV's I was probably the only one who dreamt in color. Just because we had black and white TV's why would you dream in black and white? I have added the stories about what is going on in my love life for what reason I don't know. It doesn't seem like anybody is reading these. And it is mainly for my info anyway. lol

 So last night had a couple of weird dreams. First I was seeing under my brothers truck . He had just put a new exhaust on it and it was rattling bad. Well his truck was up on a cargo truck or something and while it was running I could see the exhaust shaking.  I was on the ground watching so could see under the truck pretty good. The intermediate pipe had come out of the muffler and was banging real fast against the frame. But then the crazy part it had come alive and had stretched out to the back of the truck and was moving around sorta like a snake. I took another piece of pipe and was hitting it. The next part of the dream was I had an appointment to go get my ear either operated on or some kind of procedure. I remember walking over to the place with my x wife and my grand daughter. We had been talking about the pain that was gonna be there when they gave me this shot in the ear. lol. Lots of pain is the way it was described. Anyway I remember saying maybe it is just a shot to kill the pain so I won't fell the surgery. ??? So we were sitting in the office and I walked up to this frozen food section there. ( what the hell, lol) and picked out a couple of frozen packages of breakfast.  And walked over to the receptionist and paid for them. 

The other thing that happened is yesterday evening I decided to leave Arizona and go back to Maryland. I had about 4 or 5 drinks and made that decision then. Probably shouldn't have done that while drinking. Hadn't heard from my lover all day and it was like 8 oclock here. She wasn't answering any of my text. No sooner then I did that, about 10 minutes later she text me and tells me she was sorry for not contacting me as she was out at some spa getting her body repaired.lol  She is preparing to run the boston marathon and had run 16 miles that morning.